Just One Last Thing

When the spreadsheets are balanced and colleagues placated

When wages are paid and your mission is stated

When a project has had every bit of your brain

And problems have happened again and again

When you've fought for the cause in which you believe

And secretly thought about how you could leave

When the people you serve with skill and compassion

Are asking for more than an angel could fashion

When your lunch was postponed and your tea has gone cold

And you’re starting to feel what it is to get old

When hormones have raged through the day and the night

And you’ve cried in the shower and said you’re alright

As you smoothly transform from the boss into mother

Then reshape again lest he takes on a lover 

Your body and mind have given and given

The homework extracted, the eldest one driven

The dinner's been cooked and the dishes are done

Laundry extracted and washed, rinsed and spun

Arguments sorted and nearly alone

As notifications ping in to your phone

The kisses delivered, the squeezes too tight

The guilt where the stories are cut short tonight

There’s a moment you sit and come into your space

And find yourself fizzing your way into grace

There’s “just one last thing" that I want you to do

I want you to give something more just for you

It’s going to take effort, your last bit of might

Put down the remote and move to the light

The last bit of you that you’d give to your friend

I want you to take it and use it to mend

Because if she asked at the end of the day

You’d do what she needed to make it okay

That energy left, you have to use up

I want you to use it to fill up your cup

Do what fills you with your super powers

The thing you could do for hours and hours

Whether it’s music, or dance or fine art

Sport, crochet or poems or songs from the heart

Meditation or yoga or boxing or baking

Fill up that cup to replenish the taking

You cannot keep giving, you cannot keep up

Instead you must learn to fill up that cup

You are amazing the way that you are

Perfectly precious, a real superstar

Look after yourself like you would a best friend

And you can keep giving, but right at the end


You take

Just one last thing.


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